Angry

I thought I had it all together

I thought I had it all planned out

I don’t understand what went wrong

I’m wondering If I’ve been kidding myself

 

I do not understand

 

How do I measure success?

How do I measure failure?

 

By there standards I have succeeded

By my standards I have failed

 

I feel lower than the ground I walk on

I no longer want to face the world

 

Perhaps it’s just a moment that will pass

Perhaps it will not

 

Whatever the case

Life must go on

 

They say He holds our lives at the palm of His hands

They say He only wants what’s best for us

They also say we have to go to Him and ask for His help

 

Why then does His so called help cause so much suffering?

 

So the diamond has to be ground for it to be all shiny

But the rock that covers it serves a purpose

It protects the shiny valuable diamond on the inside.

 

Maybe that’s what some people are

The rock that covers the shiny diamond

 

That eventually gets ground away to nothingness…

Perhaps…

 

Perhaps…

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